Life is so sweet sometimes

Life can be sweet but raw and hard, like dark chocolate, or it can be creamy but yet a little too sweet, like milky chocolate, or it can be just sweet and divine like white chocolate. Any way you have it, life has a certain sweetness to it. The type of sweetness one experiences depends in part to who one is but also who you choose to spend your time and give a piece of your life to. I have a friend who makes my life very sweet, and although during the day while I am at work, my life is hard and rather bitter like 88% dark choco, at night my life becomes rather blissful like sweet milky white chocolate. Tonight I went to the plaza, one of my all time favorite places to go, I even missed it when I was in Colorado among the mountainous wildlife, and I enjoyed a wonderful night with my friend. It was so wonderful, I suddenly felt like everything was going to be ok, like everything was right in my life. I felt as though there was a light at the end of my seemingly very long and very dark tunnel. We talked about how, when we both may possibly someday go to UMKC together, how we should get a cute apt off the plaza, how we should go to the this pool bar called The Jones, that over looks the P&L district and grab ourselves some drunk men to have fun with ;), I felt as though I hadn't been forgotten by God. As though up till now, at least the past few months, have a ll been a masquerade in my head, performed by Satan, to cause me to believe that god had forgotten me. It was all a lie, god can no more forget about us than we can about the creator who made us. I felt his love and his presence and his...joy over me tonight :) it was a wonderful feeling...How I love the plaza.