I have...a...secret....

So I have this secret wish, and I haven't told many people because I am scared their responses will change my resolve. I am worried also that this desire may never happen and I don't want to be viewed as a sell out or a quitter who didn't try hard enough and that's why I "failed". So up till now I have not "technically" made this desire public, although I believe many of my close friends already know what this wish is.....Oh boy, here it goes...I ...want...toliveandworkandbeinNewYorkCity!!!!!! So there you have it.