Why can't life be easy, I almost feel retarded for saying that because my life is relatively easy in comparison to many women"s lives around the world, specifically in the middle east. Yet, I often wish that life would become easier, although not in the way you may be thinking. I wish that I could have my path clearly laid out in front of me, I wish that I could be emotionally confidant and have my convictions clearly laid out and figured out. I wish that I would be able to stand up for myself and my beliefs(convictions) in a healthy, un-threatened way. I wish that I was more comfortable with myself and my personality. I wish I knew how beautiful I truly am. That may sound very egotistical, but I truly believe that every single woman is beautiful and, in keeping with that belief, I must also agree to believe the truth that I too am beautiful, as hard as that may be at times. I wish I could believe that there is a man out in the vast expanse of the wide, wide world who could truly desire and want me. Also appreciate me and respect me and what I want to accomplish, or have accomplished by that point. I wish I would see myself as a women who is worth taking care of and deserves and needs to take care of herself. That may sound a little crazy, but often I don't have the motivation to deal with life let alone myself in a healthy way. I need to though. I long to find my worth and value in Christ and seek his face daily, I long to grow in love and compassion for others. To be more merciful, that was quite low on my spiritual gifts. I am pretty much just emotionally vomiting right no and believing that Satan is correct, I really do just suck at life and on top of that I am inhaling and using up valuable oxygen which is slowly wearing away our ozone layer and causing the earth to become susceptible to global warming!!!!!
How is Ozone Formed?
Ultraviolet light (UV) from the sun and oxygen molecules (O2) are responsible for most of ozone (O3) production. Ozone is formed by photochemical reactions occurring in the stratosphere. (http://ozone.gi.alaska.edu/formed.htm).
Oh Em I love your melodramatic self! I want you to think about this. If you believe that this world was created by God (which I'm fairly confidant you do:-)) and that God created the process to make Ozone and that ozone was created to protect this earth from the powerful and harmful sun that provides life to this little floating rock, and that God knew if he didn't create the ozone then this rock would be just that, a rock. And so he created the ozone and the rest of the earths atmosphere for the sole purpose to make this rock sustainable for life which means....God created the ozone just so you would have a chance to live. That's how much God love's you and the rest of his creation. He loves the fact that you are here in this world to become all that he has created you to be. And remember that blog I posted about loving enough? That's what God wants you to become, love. He already made you beautiful you don't have to work on that anymore you are and always will be beautiful.
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Oh Becca I just love you! Thanks so much, doing much better today ;)
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